A lot of things going on

July 28, 2016 at 3:35 pm (hOt mama, life, work) (, , , , , )

I am tired..maybe it’s because of being pregnant at this age..or maybe it’s work stress..maybe it’s just my life

I am emotionally and physically drained at work but I tried very hard not to show it. I feel like I am carrying a lot of “unseen” responsibilities currently and need to sort it out before I go off for maternity. So I need to toughen it up and pull it together..at least until I go off for the long leave

I am going to be 35 years old in 2 months..I think age is catching up really fast and I can really feel it during pregnancy

  • My feet hurts ..my pelvic kinda hurts on and off..even though people say my tummy is relatively still small for 6 1/2 months..Can’t imagine how I am going to walk around when I am 8-9 months.
  • I often are short of breath now and then, not sure why.. (i gave up googling for symptoms because it always shows result telling me I am dying because of critical illness)
  • I am easily tired.. (not sleepy) but fatigue..kinda hard because I really need try to fight these symptoms off when I am in the office.
  • Body ache.. Gosh I feel like 100 years old every morning when I need to wake up

I think I have passed the stage of pissing off with everyone and everything 😛 Now I think I am more sensitive/sad instead of getting mad

  • Work – I am not sure whether I am supposed to feel this or is it because I am pregnant..(can’t really tell the difference nowadays).. I am sad because I am contributing the best I can with the skills and effort that I have, and somehow it is not appreciated or supported. And somehow the decisions or the directions they have made, it has been proven that it doesn’t work and yet, the effort and support are still channelled there. It comes up to a point that I think, if I am not really needed or if my functions is not important, why have this function or even me here at all.
  • Pregnancy – Not feeling really good about my body (refer to above on the physical part), but I think my partner has done really good job taking care of my emotions regarding this. But there are people that is really….”mintak penampar” with their comments.
    • Looks at my baby bump and laugh. Not sure what is so funny about it? If you are happy, that is different. I can clearly see that you are laughing at my tummy. What is wrong with you? never seen a pregnant lady before? And hey, when you are fat, have I ever once…make fun of you? NO…because I am not that shallow. And …people just dont laugh at tummy of a pregnant woman..you are just lucky that I did not just bitch slap you right there. Look mister.. (yes, only men can be this stupid / shallow) I may be having large tummy now but there is a beautiful baby growing inside me.. what’s your excuse?
  • Looking around see men/sometimes women that just not even covering their shallowness. They would be proud taking pictures with so many people of their of opposite sex. The more “gedik” the better. They would be following only sexy/beautiful/ hot opposite sex at their social media and liking their pictures religiously.. ouh god..puhlease laa weh.. (I am aware that maybe I am being over emotional due to the people who laughed at my tummy at my previous point)..

My goals after giving birth is..now that I realize that age is catching up with me..and I only have this body to live with the rest of my life, I should be taking better care of it. (also, need to get into shape again..so that I can show to the one who laugh at me.. if he is not aware..it is normal to have a tummy when you are pregnant (duhhh) and you can get back to shape after the baby is born.. (did it once..i can do it again) so dont be an ass and ever laugh at another pregnant women again about her tummy or weight.

Gonna get some Zs now.. good night all.



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My twitter

January 23, 2012 at 9:10 am (hOt mama, life) (, , )

Just figured out what my twitter link is (slaps forehead)  🙂 (bimbo mode on :P)


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Goodbye 2011, Welcome 2012 : Happy New Year!

January 2, 2012 at 2:09 pm (hOt mama, life) (, , , )

Happy New Year peeps!!

Well I know I’m a bit late but was down with flu and headache these past few days.. great way to end/begin the year right?  (roll eyes)

Summary of my 2011 :

  1. Most of my time was spend in the office working due to my company’s GRC project. Met and have to deal with some of interesting (more like insane actually) people in my company
  2. Sold the house in Kajang and moved back to Subang with my mom. God i love being back in subang so much (kissing the ground)
  3. Travelling wise we did not went anywhere fancy or far this year..just to PD Legend International Waterhome twice! (yea we love that place that much)
  4. I turned 30!!!! (checking in the mirror for wrinkles) huhu

Overall, 2011 was a good year for me..surrounded with lovely family and friends.. there was only one hitch that hit me before the year ends.. 😦 wasn’t really expecting that to happened. (it’s like getting thrown with a brick directly on your forehead and stabbed your heart and soul *yess soul too* with a 4 foot knife)

So what am i looking forward to 2012? or more or less what is my new year’s resolution (provided the world isn’t ending anytime soon) :

  1. Hopefully to spend less time in the office
  2. Spend more time with zOey
  3. Do more photography and drawings
  4. Travel travel travel
  5. I would love to learn how to play a guitar again. (my ex thought me how to play skitt je laa before but when i broke up with him..kena sumpah by him i think..that’s why i cannot remember anything 😛 )
  6. Get fit!!! (game face)
  7. Find the ultimate ways to find passive income
  8. There is another thing that I would like to have or maintained for this year..but it is not my call 😦 so don’t think my last list will come true anytime soon (or ever)

I used to use this tagline during my uni days.. “Live life to your fullest” .. cause you won’t be around forever..or if you do live as long as you wish..your loved ones might not..so “Live life to your fullest”..and appreciate what you have and don’t take anything for granted 🙂

Happy New Year!!!!

I Love You 🙂

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see no evil..speak no evil…hear no evil

September 2, 2011 at 12:36 pm (Uncategorized) (, , )

playing with my classic photobooth apps for ipad 😉

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Summary of my activities these past mOnth

September 1, 2011 at 2:45 pm (Food Love Affair, hOt mama, life) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , , )

It’s been nearly a mOnth since i’ve last blogged. and yeah i’m still in lazy raya mood so I’m going to cheat a bit by summarizing what I’ve did with pictures.. hehehe :P~ sO that u guys wOn’t be bOred with the long blog post either..hehehe..enjOy~

zOey tetiba buat perangai suke menyOrok di bawah tudung saji…dia kata..this is my rOof (slaps forehead)

one of the ramadhan’s iftar… had the cravings to eat pizza..so thanks dOminos..got free cOupon as well 🙂

zOey nowadays refuse to be changed/bathed!! this is our failed attempt to change her 😛

me trying to find a matching tudung for this kaftan.. end up buying white since other colors dOn’t seem to match 😦

one of my wOrk pants was kinda loose..sO i borrowed my colleagues I*&@@ brooch (since there was no safety pins available) but guess what..it got stuck..i can’t get that damn thing out..i was having panic attack thinking how am i suppose to go to do my “bussiness” die laaa…hehehe

one of the days i was stuck in frOnt of my office for more than an hour..it took me 1.5 hours for me reach hOme 😦

Y Us Sdn Bhd had company ‘buka puasa’ at Intai-Intai, Ampang

went fOr hammam spa, bangsar for the usual ‘Favourite Concubine’ a day before syawal 🙂 **bliss**

mOrning of syawal..spend the day at in laws first 🙂

and then at subang in the evening :))

then we went to parade (all girls) to do sOme shopping!! bOught these fab shOes 🙂

today mOrning..we went to see final destination at pyramid..saw this cool setup for the smurf’s promo

and then had this massive lunch at Carl’s Jr :P~~

oUh..and bought few stuffs at bodyshop..one of it was this strawberry lip balm (smells good enough to eat)

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classic mOment..

July 12, 2011 at 2:02 pm (hOt mama) (, , , , , )

I’ve always seen this moments in TV, movies, magazines, etc… Never thought that I would see my own daugther do this – trying out mom’s high heels 🙂 I guess this picture is a must for every daughters no matter what generation you are 🙂

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Help me out guys :)

July 4, 2011 at 11:47 pm (hOt mama, life) (, , , , , , , , , , )

I’m trying to win these tickets (mainly for my hubby) to go and see the match between Arsenal/Liverpool/Chelsea between Malaysia this month. So I am taking part in this facebook competition. But I need your help to help me increase the votes 🙂 I think my entry is good enough to win. check it out..

Step 1 : Login to FB
Step 2 : Search FashionValet page
Step 3 : Like that page
Step 4 : Go to their album “Football Talk Competition 2011”
Step 5 : Check out my submission – picture no 14 (by Noamifarah)
Step 6 : Click the “Like” button on that picture
Step 7 : Spread the words.. 🙂

Please do that for me ya? pretty pretty please…. thanks!!

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my mOther’s day present :) iPad2!!

May 16, 2011 at 2:52 pm (hOt mama, life) (, , , )

My iPad2 came in today!!! yey..It is a mother’s day gift frOm my beloved husband 🙂 macih laling [heart]

I was quite ‘segan’ when yusno said he wanted to buy an iPad2 for me for mother’s day because i was initially joking asking him to buy it for me 😛 I said that i can pay for it but he insisted on buying it as a gift for me 🙂 sweet kan hubby ku ni?

When i told it to some of my friends, there’s one person I think is kinda unstabil because she kept broadcasting to everyone we met that i insisted my hubbyto buy the iPad2 for me (tah apa apa kan) when I said I was joking when i said that she  kept saying “don’t change the story. You told me that you ask him to buy it for you” with a defensive tone. gila tak gila??  chillex la..

Anyways, i really like the present hubby and I’m sure zOey will love playing it as well 🙂

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Happy 3rd bDay zOey Reena Toddler Lady :)

April 14, 2011 at 9:08 am (hOt mama) (, , , , , , )

Happy 3rd bDay my baby or as u called yourself, zOey reena toddler lady 🙂

Wishing you the best of life ahead of you my bOocuk.


mama nOamifarah yOung lady

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A package came in today

March 22, 2011 at 9:02 am (hOt mama, life) (, , , )

I have just received a package. (intrigued?)

Something long and hard.(showing more interest?)

Not for me..but for my hubby. hMmm..actually it can be used by both of us  (grossed out and feel like poking and scrapping your eyes with a fork?)

will post a picture soon. don’t worry. it is categorized as general viewing 🙂 i wanted to surprise yusnO first before posting what is it in case he reads my blog before i gave it to him

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