You will always be my baby

April 5, 2013 at 6:04 am (hOt mama, life) (, , )

So many things happened to zOey lately, which made me think, my daughter is growing up so fast and sooner or later she will have to face all the craziness of the society and world out there (emo kejap).

One day she told us.. “Why is my teeth is hard hard soft?” I was thiking…what is she talking about then it dawned on me that her baby tooth is beginning to become loose. Apart from that I am kinda phobia when it comes to pulling out teeth whatsoever, it also means that my baby is growing up. She is loosing her first tooth and will her permanent tooth soon… (emo lagi)

Last week, she have to take an internal ballet exam after a month of attending the class (together with all the students that have already taken the class months before). Seems like it was a periodic exam and it is compulsory. She did not pass and she will stay in her current class which is completely fine with me. But the sad thing is (this is me again being an overprotective mother) these instructor gave a slip saying “We regret to say that your daughter ….. was unsuccessful in her exam…” but they did not explain it to the children. So these kids was given the slip and happily went out thinking that they have done well and passed the exam.. My baby ran to me grinning from ear to ear with full of confidence saying she did ok with thumbs up. I didn’t have the heart to tell her that she did not pass. So we just said congrats you did your best. No need to tell her that she did not pass the exam since most of the kids did not pass and they will still maintain the same class.

The no 2 scenario made me think, I won’t be there all the time to protect her from the cruelty and challenges of the world. Sooner or later she need to face it and learn how to deal with it. I have to learn to let her grow up and experience everything on her own. But heck…for now if anyone tries to hurt my daughter intentionally they will definitely get it from me. Do not mess with me (Yes this is the insane overprotective mother talking again)

To zOey.I may not be the best mother around , but I will do my best to do what I feel best for you at that point of time. And I will try to spend more quality time with you and hope to be there always to watch you grow up. Love u much much my masyam… I hope you will maintain your level of empathy,fun personality and vivid imagination even after you are all grown up.


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WHAT THE … ???

March 20, 2009 at 6:40 am (hOt mama, life) (, , , , , , )

Have you ever feel so mad you feel like screaming out loud WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?? But you can’t do anything even though you know you have the right to voice out your concern just to avoid conflict?Typical Libra character noami..typical…(sigh)

Note to self. Must practice on conflict handling communication

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